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7:30 a.m.:  Wake up and nurse Aiden after a pretty decent night of sleep.

8:00:  Nathan leaves for work and drops Jane off at our neighbor’s house, because I do NOT want to deal with trying to get all three of us ready and to the doctor at 9:30 (an extraordinary effort for me) AND be ready to go meet my friends after too.

So now I just have to get myself ready and even have time to make breakfast and tea to-go and pack all necessary things for my first ever mall outing with baby.  I rarely go to the mall in the first place and never even attempted shopping with Jane, so this is totally new to me.

9:30:  Arrive at doctor’s, wait half an hour to be seen.  Use 5 seconds of this time to take a selfie:

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10:15:  Finally get to talk to our regular doctor, who says “I would say he has a mild case of jaundice, but if I’d seen him during a normal visit I wouldn’t even be concerned enough to have him tested.”  and “The doctor you saw at urgent care yesterday said she never saw jaundice emerge this late?  And she’s a pediatrician??”  and “Home visit nurses tend to be really over reactive.”  “Come back next week and we’ll make sure it’s not getting worse, but this is not unusual.”

Well ok then!  We basically have nothing to worry about, just had to endure a few really stressful hours because of two health care “professionals” who didn’t really know what they were talking about.

11:00:  Leave the doc, so relieved, and happy I will not even be that late to the mall date.  It’s one of my best mom friend’s birthdays and last week I asked her what she wanted to do and she said “go shopping and get a facial”.  I agreed to the shopping (but have never and don’t ever intend to get a facial!)  It was sort of a last minute plan and I didn’t figure our other friends would be able to get away on a day we don’t normally hang out, but I asked them to meet us as a surprise and all 5 of us were able to make it!

And it was so fun!  I haven’t been shopping “with a friend” for probably 10 years…  I used to love to shop as a teenager but now going to the mall just usually makes me dizzy.

Us four have 11 children age 4 and under, and one on the way:  (Babies were allowed on this outing, but no talking children!)

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3:00:  Get home, Jane is napping, talk to my grandma who picked her up earlier from my neighbor’s and watched her the rest of the day. (This is an atypical Wednesday – usually my grandma just comes over and plays with Jane and we drink coffee and hang out.) Eat and check my e-mail.

3:30:  Jane is up.

4:00 – 6:00:  Jane watches a show and does some crafts, I clean, do laundry, return some phone calls…

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6:30:  Nathan is home and I put together some leftovers from dinner and show him my purchases.  I feel slightly guilty about spending $43 at the mall, even though it got me 2 dresses, a shirt, a tank, and a pair of leggings.  He likes the stuff (but I think just likes seeing me un-pregnant in anything right now!) but I’ll probably still return half of it.

A dress that I love the bottom part but not the top so would probably wear with a  sweater and leggings:   photo 3

8:30:  Carry Aiden to sleep in the ergo and finally sit down to write this.  Planning to go to bed before 10:00 tonight…

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Am so stressed and tired right now, a very quick recap of our day, but mostly just unloading my brain about how much it sucks to worry about your baby and frustrations with the health care system…

7:30:  Wake up to nurse Aiden after a rough night of sleep – he wasn’t particularly fussy or anything, but just a string of circumstances that resulted in me being mostly awake from about 3:30 – 5:30 a.m.

8:15:  Get out of bed, start getting Jane ready for preschool.

***Awesome Parenting Tip – if you’re signing your kid up for preschool, make sure to get in the same class as a friend or neighbor so you can swap pickup/drop off.  The 2.5 hours they’re in school results in barely any free time for you if you have to get smaller children ready (especially in winter) and leave the house twice!

9:20:  Our friends pick Jane up to go to school.

9:20 – 11:45:  The awesome part of my day!  It already seems like forever ago!  Nurse Aiden and get him to sleep, take a shower, eat breakfast and drink coffee in peace while catching up on bills/computer stuff/etc…

11:45 – 12:45:  Preschool pickup, dropping off my friend’s kid at her house, chatting with friend…

As soon as we got home, this home visit nurse calls me.  I had called yesterday wondering if she could stop by and take a quick look at Aiden to make sure he didn’t have jaundice.  He had zero when he was born and at his 2 week visit our doc said he might have a touch and to keep an eye out.  For the past week or so it was in the back of my mind and I couldn’t really tell if he looked yellow under his baby acne or if I was being paranoid…

1:00: She stops by and said yes he looks yellow, even a little in his eyes, take him into urgent care right away.

<insert the beginning of freaking out wondering if my baby will have brain damage>

2:00 – 4:30:  Urgent Care!  They do the blood test and his bili levels are “elevated but not extraordinarily high” except that the doctor seems super confused and says she can’t understand why he would become jaundiced at this point.  She says she can’t recommend what to do because she doesn’t know if it has gotten better or worse in the past 2 weeks (but I assume worse, because our doc didn’t say anything two weeks ago??).  So she refers us back to our regular doc and says to try and see her right away tomorrow.

So I’m super frustrated at having no answers, and if I can barely remember what happened/what he looked like at the visit 2 weeks ago, how will our doc remember, when all she wrote in his chart (we called)  was “no” under jaundice?  And why is this happening now and is it getting worse and will I have to interrupt breastfeeding?

4:30:  Get home and park Jane in front of the tv (she skipped her nap due to the urgent care…) while I eat and talk on the phone and arrange child care for tomorrow a.m. (we got an appointment at 9:30…  unfortunately I had some really fun plans starting at 10:30 but think I can still work it out…)

6:00:  Nathan gets home, takes Jane to return library books and stop for a few things at the co-op because I’m obviously fried.

7:00:  I write this, hope I will get decent sleep tonight and good news tomorrow morning!

***Edit, 9:00:  Researching on the internet has actually made me less freaked out about the whole thing.  Time to have a beer, watch an episode of House Hunters on Netflix, and go to sleep.

Can you blame me for worrying about this little (yellow) peanut?

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3:00 a.m.:  Wake up all disturbed by some bizarre dream and then look at the clock and panic because Aiden has been sleeping for FIVE HOURS!  I jump out of bed to make sure he’s still alive (he is).  I lay down again, still feeling jittery with images of the dream still in my mind…  and the Daniel Tiger song “close your eyes and think of something happy” pops into my head (omg I’m such a mom…)  so I do just that and the first thing that comes to mind is Aiden… but instead of relaxing I get out of bed to make sure he’s still alive AGAIN and end up just putting him next to me for comfort.

I’m not usually this paranoid, I swear.

Other than that, I got a really good night of sleep, he only woke up 3 times and went back to sleep easily each time.

8:00 a.m.:  Jolted out of a deep sleep by Nathan leaving for work – he’s already gotten up with Jane, put on a show for her, and got himself ready.  Aiden wakes up too and Jane lays in bed with me while I nurse him.

8:20 – 10:50 a.m.:  Yes, 2 1/2 hours is typically how long it takes us from out of bed to out of the house, all filled with “getting ready” sorts of activity…  what can I say, I’m just a slow morning person.

Funny frozen baby hands in the air:

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11:00 – 2:00 p.m.:  The park!  The same park we’ve hung out at multiple mornings per week this entire summer and last summer too…  I seriously never get sick of it.  The kids are old enough to play with minimal supervision, and today Aiden slept most of the time, so it’s basically sitting in the sun drinking coffee with good friends, and I love it.  At 2:00 I can’t believe 3 hours have passed so decide we need to leave for naptime.

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3:00:  Jane is finally asleep after we make it home and finish lunch.  (So annoying that she’ll hardly eat at the park and then want to eat as soon as we get home!)  Aiden fell asleep in the car again after waking up and nursing at the park.  I spend the next hour and a half eating, organizing stuff, checking e-mail, etc…

4:30:  She’s up and has a snack.

5:00:  Wild Kratts.  Aiden wakes up and I change/feed/play with him and…  he falls right back asleep.  So much sleeping today from this baby, I’m mostly grateful, but always that little worry in the back of my mind since he’s so little, is this normal?

5:30:  Time to clean up a little before Daddy gets home.  Jane is so good at helping clean and organize her things.  Today I ask her to clean up this matching game and she does something especially OCD – every card stacked in a pile with its 3 matches, placed neatly in the box:

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5:45:  Start getting dinner ready – pasta with dry fried tofu and broccoli with an olive oil/balsamic/Italian spice dressing:

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6:20:  Nathan gets home, we eat, he plays Lincoln Logs with Jane:

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7:20:  I’m proud of myself for almost finishing this post before I get too tired.  I will just predict the rest of the night for you – Jane goes to bed, I putz around on the computer some more, Nathan and I watch a show on Netflix, I go to sleep by 10:30.

An extremely typical and uneventful day, but to me, a very good one.

I’m going to attempt to participate in Navigating the Mothership’s Week in the Life series even though it is hard to find time to post right now!

Aiden is 4 weeks today and at this point it seems pretty normal having him here.  Definitely much more tired than usual though, especially at the end of these days now that it’s mostly just me and both kids all day.

But in general, it’s been a lot easier going from 1  to 2 kids than it was going from zero to 1.  (So many people say the opposite!)  For a few reasons:

-He’s a very easy baby.  No health issues, no breastfeeding issues, not even one period of time where he’s cried for more than a couple minutes without being easily soothed.  He loves the ergo carrier and will go from crying to asleep in seconds when we put him in there.  Much different than Jane at 3 weeks!

-Jane continues to be a really well behaved 3.5 year old.  She’s shown no jealousy at all towards the baby.  The only very minor thing was asking to sleep in our bed a couple nights, but we just said no and she went to sleep in her own as usual.

-I’ve realized with the second child, you’re already used to being interrupted constantly and not having a lot of time to yourself, so it’s not such a big deal to just have…  some extra interruptions.

-I already have my stay at home mom routine down.  Nothing in life has changed except carrying around one little extra person!

So that’s the very short baby #2 summary.  Onto Day in the Life!  Today was such a typical Sunday.

7:30:  We all wake up really slow…

0189:30:  Jane and Nathan go to run some errands.  I nurse Aiden, etc., drink coffee, check my e-mail, take a shower.

12:30:  After we all hang out at home again awhile, I take off for a walk with Jane (Aiden in the ergo) to look at a couple open houses.  Our friends stop by and we play in the yard for awhile.  Sooo gorgeous out today and I’m always extra warm I think partly from post-partum hormones, but also from wearing the ergo.

(I took no pictures today, so here is one of us bowling last week – for our 7th wedding anniversary – I was posing with the ball trying to remember how it felt basically having that inside me just 3 weeks earlier)

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2:30:  Naptimes!

4:00:  Wake up, snacks, Jane goes outside to help Nathan rake leaves.  I start making Black Bean & Quinoa Chili for dinner.

Not really sure where the next 4 hours go…  cooking, cleaning, playing, nursing, bathtimes…

8:00:  Jane gets ready for bed…  somehow it’s 9:30 now and I’m working on this post and hope to bed in bed myself shortly after 10:00.

And, one of our only family shots so far – it has been true with #2 we don’t take nearly as many pics and there is no baby book yet either!

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Aiden August Johnson, born Sunday, September 28th:

IMG_5514I was so, so happy he came a week early, and with the birth story – it is a short and sweet one:

Saturday the 27th everything was completely normal, no signs of labor.  It was gorgeous, sunny and 80 degrees, I took Jane to the farmers’ market and park in the morning and then in the evening we went to a friend’s Oktoberfest party.  The only abnormal part of the day I guess was that after spending two hours at the party being active and talking I didn’t feel as sore and exhausted as I usually have that time of day for the past month.

We came home, put Jane to bed, watched our show (loving House of Cards!  cracks us up every time Kevin Spacey looks at the camera…) and went to bed just before 11:00.  But I couldn’t get comfortable and felt a little crampy.  Nathan got all excited at the mention of cramps and I was like no no I’m sure it’s nothing.  Then they kept coming and by midnight it was clear something was happening, we put in calls to family to see who’d be able to come over and stay with Jane.  By 1:00 the contractions were definitely getting intense fast and we told Nathan’s mom to come right away.  By 2:00 I was in the hospital getting checked and really surprised to be dilated to 9 cm. already!  As soon as they got me into a room I started pushing and he was born at 3:21 a.m.

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So far he’s a very healthy, happy, sweet baby and we’ve had a nice week at home.  I was really sore the first few days, but now 6 days later feel almost normal.  Definitely better than in the last month of being pregnant.

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Can’t believe he was in there 6 days ago!

Luckily we have lots of family help and vacation time these first couple weeks, but I’m already a little nervous about how I’ll get out of the house with both kids…  seems like a nightmare at this point!  Time will tell…

K

Week 37

Can’t believe the due date is so close now – 16 days!  Not that I am too focused on THE date, knowing how statistically unlikely it is for the baby to come exactly then.  (So many sources of data, but about 5% chance.)

As for now, I’m content to wait.  Things have improved since I posted a couple weeks ago, my midwife ordered a maternity support band for me and it helped tremendously!  Like, made the difference between me being functional enough to run errands in the late afternoon vs. lying in bed.

Jane also started preschool last week, leaving me with 2 hours of free time every Tue. and Thurs. a.m.  It doesn’t sound like a lot, but it feels so leisurely to drop her off and come home and slowly eat breakfast, drink coffee, take care of lingering “to-do before baby” tasks.

But, there is really nothing pressing left to do.  So we’re just enjoying these gorgeous fall days and I’ve adjusted to just being slow and sleeping a lot.  A great combination of being relatively comfortable and having people willing to do lots of nice things for me because I’m so big!

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(Shit, how does that ever stretch back!  Pregnancy never ceases to amaze me…)

I haven’t been without my emotional moments though.  The other night I had a dream that I was in a shack with Jane and a few other faceless family members and a tiger came in and was definitely going to eat me alive while my little girl watched.  I woke up thinking what if something happens to me during child birth??!  (A thought which has surprisingly stayed out of my head for the most part up until now!)

Then I started crying just imagining saying goodbye to her before leaving for the hospital.  I asked Nathan the next morning is it too morbid to write into a birth plan to save my life over the baby’s if needed because I couldn’t handle the thought of leaving Jane.  He said he understood and would vouch for me, if it comes to that.

Otherwise, I’m trying to neither worry too much about the birth nor expect it to be as easy as last time.  Had an appointment with the midwife today though and everything is on track, iron levels are up, and baby is in perfect position, so I’m optimistic.

K

 

 

 

Week 35

So tired.  So achy.  Four weeks to go and ready for it to be over.

I definitely wasn’t this worn out the first time.  These days I feel great in the mornings, but by late afternoon (even if I take a nap!) I’m really tired and my belly hurts.  All hard and crampy and feels like I have a 50 lb. boulder in there.  By 8:00 (or some days more like 5:00) I’m ready to collapse in bed and not get up.

Then on top of it I hate feeling so lazy and really miss being able to go on walks these last gorgeous summer evenings.

Whine, whine.

At least I found an awesome Halloween costume, courtesy of the clearance rack at Forever 21:

Always wanted to be Trinity from The Matrix.

Always wanted to be Trinity from The Matrix.

That picture makes me look deceptively small.  Here’s the real 35 week belly shot taken a few days later:

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